Self-Compassion: Being Kinder to Yourself

Having compassion for oneself is really no different than having compassion for others. Think about what the experience of compassion feels like. First, to have compassion for others you must notice that they are suffering. If you ignore that homeless person on the street, you can’t feel compassion for how difficult their experience is. Second, compassion involves feeling moved by others’ suffering so that your heart responds to their pain (the word compassion means to “suffer with”). When this occurs, you feel warmth, caring, and the desire to help the person in some way. Having compassion also means that you offer kindness and understanding to others when they fail or make mistakes, rather than judging them harshly. Finally, when you feel compassion for another (rather than mere pity), it means that you realize that suffering, failure, and imperfection is part of the shared human experience. Self-compassion involves acting the same way towards yourself when you are having a difficult time, fail, or notice something you don’t like about yourself. Instead of just ignoring your pain with a “stiff upper lip” mentality, you stop to tell yourself “this is really difficult right now,” how can I comfort and care for myself in this moment? Instead of mercilessly judging and criticizing yourself for various inadequacies or shortcomings, self-compassion means you are kind and understanding when confronted with personal failings – who ever said you were supposed to be perfect?

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You may try to change in ways that allow you to be more healthy and happy, but this is done because you care about yourself, not because you are unacceptable as you are. Perhaps most importantly, having compassion for yourself means that you honor and accept your humanness. Things will not always go the way you want them to. You will encounter frustrations, losses will occur, you will make mistakes, bump up against your limitations, fall short of your ideals. This is the human condition, a reality shared by everyone. The more you open your heart to this reality instead of constantly fighting against it, the more you will be able to feel compassion for yourself and others.

There are a few tips to practicing self-compassion that are important to keep in mind. Self-compassion is a practice of goodwill, not good feelings. In other words, even though the friendly, supportive stance of self-compassion is aimed at the alleviation of suffering, we can’t always control the way things are. If we use self-compassion practice to try to make our pain go away by suppressing it or fighting against it, things will likely just get worse. With self-compassion we mindfully accept that the moment is painful, and treat ourselves with kindness and care in response, remembering that imperfection is part of the shared human experience. This allows us to hold ourselves in love and connection, giving ourselves the support and comfort needed to bear the pain, while providing the optimal conditions for growth and transformation.

Some people find that when they practice self-compassion, their pain increases at first. This phenomena is called ‘backdraft’, a firefighting term that describes what happens when a door in a burning house is opened – oxygen goes in and flames rush out. A similar process can occur when we open the door of our hearts – love goes in and old pain comes out. Fortunately, we can meet old pain with the resources of mindfulness and self-compassion and the heart will naturally begin to heal. It means we have to allow ourselves to be slow learners when it comes to practicing self-compassion. And if we ever feel overwhelmed by difficult emotions, the most self-compassionate response may be to pull back for a moment – focus on breathing, the sensation of our feet on the ground, or engage in ordinary, behavioral acts of self-care such as having a cup of tea or petting a cat. By doing so we reinforce the habit of self-compassion – giving ourselves what we need in the moment – planting seeds that will eventually blossom and grow.

Source: SelfCompassion.org